i’m the worst
had our three year anniversary and i never thought i would ever feel like i want to run away. i can’t imagine my life without him, but i can’t see the rest of my life with him. i love him to pieces still, but i feel like it’s not the same anymore… like not as strong as i felt when we first started seeing each other. i have been having that feeling for the past few months now and it hit me really hard within the last couple days, and i thought if i don’t do this now, i’ll probably live the rest of my life dealing with this in my head and just become a cold and bitter old woman and hate everything… which was kind of already starting to happen… except for the old part.
i don’t know anymore.
:/
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